In The Background: Heart Of Mine

Author: DocPaul
Spoilers: Up to Heart of Mine.


Michael couldn’t stop laughing probably because Maria couldn’t. Instead of finding his inept attempts at dancing pathetic and laughable, Maria seemed to find them lovable and endearing. This dancing stuff wasn’t that bad if your partner didn’t mind the occasional stepping on feet and the lack of rhythm. Obviously his alien side had no rhythm and the Dupree side was just as tone-death. But Maria had enough for the two of them. After having him walk on her feet a few times she took off her shoes, put them in his pockets and wrapped her arms around his neck and spent the rest of the night dancing on his feet. It forced him to hold her real close. Yeah, this dancing stuff wasn’t that bad.

He had looked up earlier and watched Isabel and Alex dancing together. It was hard not to smile when Isabel looked happy for the first time in months and Alex was attentive and equally happy. The four of them ended up sharing a table when the rest of the group mysteriously disappeared. Liz was gone, and no one knew when she had left exactly. Maria was worried and called her house a few times, but there was no answer. Finally Max and Tess left leaving Kyle behind chatting up Chrissie Drake. Her date had snuck alcohol into the Prom and ended up slightly trashed. Jim had called the Roswell PD to have a deputy come escort him home along with a few more members of the basketball team that were passing the bottle. After they were gone the party really started hopping, and the chaperones of Amy DeLuca and Jim Valenti were surprisingly insistent on joining the group of them at the table, but even they kept disappearing.

Kyle talked Chrissie into a session in the eraser room. Michael couldn’t figure out why. Sure the girl was a real looker, but all other areas were flat. It was hard to imagine ever having to spend more than a few moments with her in conversation. The shock of having her to try to string a few words together would no doubt send insomniacs into deep comas. It took only one dance before Kyle with Chrissie was back at the table.

“What happen? Thought you said this was going to take some time?” Kyle looked around to make sure no one was listening to the conversation. Michael was amused at Kyle’s hunted hangdog look. Michael was almost on the edge of his seat for the scoop, but almost horrified that Kyle might tell him details, like Chrissie was really a cross dresser.

“Busted! Dad and Ms. DeLuca found us and sent us back.” Both Isabel and Alex starting laughing at poor Kyle’s dilemma. Michael sighed a sense of relief. He hadn’t realized that he had held his breath. The though of all the information on the walls in the boy's bathroom that would have had to be change if she was indeed a pump wearing he, was almost too mind boggling. Plus he had sat whispering some of the juicier stuff to Maria over the course of the evening making her giggles and expressed disbelief. He didn’t have the heart to tell her that her name was up twice in the bathroom under the best and most kissable lips, and the greatest set of legs. He should know. He put her name at the top of the lists.

“Wow, embarrassing. So what are they trolling all the make out places for teenagers trying to have a good time?” Maria was horrified. Her and Kyle were never going to live this down.

“I know. This is just too humiliating. We will forever be known for this humiliation, but no, it just keeps getting better and better.” Kyle’s eyes suddenly lighted on something and then he looks horrified. “They are back, and this is too much. Look at them, just look at them.” Kyle put his head down and groaned. Maria and the others followed Kyle’s gaze. It was the chaperones from hell, now on the dance floor causing quite the ruckus. Maria joined Kyle in the groaning and she buried her head against Michael’s arm. Alex and Isabel were laughing so hard that Maria looked up to give them hate stares.

“Come on Isabel, let’s get a closer look.” Alex stood up and led Isabel onto the dance floor again.

“Hate you, Alex. Traitor.” Michael was actually surprised as a low growl came from Maria when they heard Alex from the dance floor.

“Looking good, Ms. DeLuca.”

“Don’t encourage her!” Maria squeaked looking ready to jump up and strangle Alex on the dance floor.

Michael looked over to share the amusement of Kyle and Maria’s embarrassment with Kyle’s new partner, Chrissie. It was worthless. The girl was the latest in vapid. The lights were on, but no one was obviously home. The girl was examining her fingernail polish. Obviously her appeal to Kyle was not intellectual. Looking down at Maria, Michael reached down to whisper in her ear. She looked up and nodded her consent. Standing up he took her shoes out of his pocket and passed them to her watching as she put them back on.

“We are going to go for a stroll away from the trainwreck.” Maria smiled at Kyle in sympathy as Michael pulled her from the table and out of the room. They slowly took a stroll around the school corridors enjoying a peaceful silence. It wasn’t until their third time around that Michael motioned towards the eraser room with a shifting of his eyes and small smile.

“Come on.” Maria pulled him towards the door and he came up close behind her wrapping his arms around her small waist. Then they opened the door to the room, and it was like time stood still.

“Mom!” Michael and Maria had walked in on Amy and Jim kissing in the eraser room. Michael’s eyebrow went up. Actually it looked like a little more than just kissing.

“Maria!” Amy’s voice broke as she quickly cleared her throat pulling a dress strap back up since the back of her dress was unzipped and it kept falling down. “We were just, um…wait what are you doing coming in here?” Amy looked the two of them up and down, as Jim scratched his neck where a bite marked it and tried to not look so amused and embarrassed.

“We were going to do what young people do! So why don’t you go do what old people do, and go watch television or take a geritol.”

“Maria, come on, let’s leave them alone. They were here first.” Michael took Maria’s arm and led her away from the room; she looked at him indignant, sputtering. Michael looked back and gave Jim a sort of stern look. “It’s called a lock.” Michael pointed to the lock on the inside of the door. They didn’t wait to see Amy and Jim’s reaction.

“I can’t believe this. It’s like a nightmare. I think my mom is having a midlife crisis.” Michael pulled Maria close under his arm in comfort. It really wasn’t that bad. Jim Valenti was a nice man, and Amy DeLuca was still a young woman, actually she was really nice looking from what he could see, which tonight was more than usual, and more than he ever wanted to see again. Maria wasn’t going to be home forever. Amy deserved a life. Now Maria just had to become convinced of that. One good thing was if a girl turns into her mother as she ages, then Maria was going to be one incredible beauty for a long, long time, because there were no flies growing on Amy DeLuca.

“It’s going to be okay. Come on I’ll let you walk on my feet a few more songs.”

“When did you get so perfect?”

“Shush, it supposed to be a secret.” Maria laughed and let Michael take her back to the dance.
 

It was almost one in the morning when the Prom was ending. Kyle had taken off moment before with Chrissie leaving Alex and Isabel huddled together on one side of the table and Michael and Maria on the other. Looking up Michael saw the chaperones of Valenti and DeLuca heading their way.

“Maria, did you bring the Jetta?” Maria looked at Michael confused.

“No. I rode over with Max and Liz, both of which seemed to have deserted me. Why?”

“Because, I rode over on my bike, and I can’t take you home on it in that dress plus your mom is not going to let you ride on my bike without a helmet.”

“Oh! Well what do you suggest?” Michael looked at Alex. “Alex give us a lift to my place?”

“Sure, no problem. Isabel and I were going to find something to eat after the Prom, um the two of you could join us.” Alex tried to ignore Isabel’s expression over the offer.

“Thanks for the offer. I think Maria and I will just pretend we are accepting until you drop us at my place.”

“What?” Alex was confused until Amy and Jim made it to the table.

“So, what are you kids doing after the Prom?” The entire group froze at Amy’s question looking up at Amy and Jim, except Michael who quickly got up and handed Maria’s shoes again.

“Oh, Alex is driving us to my place, because I can't take Maria home on the bike. We were talking about getting food after the Prom, probably pizza. I will make sure Maria gets home safe.” Alex, Isabel and Maria looked at Michael in amazement. He was getting really slick.

“That sound like fun. Well just as long you kids don’t go to any after-Prom Rave or get on the road and drink.” Maria stood up next to Michael to make a quick escape.

“Think we will give them a big miss, mom. I am starving anyway.” With a quick look at Isabel and Alex, they too got up quickly. And with a wave the group left the dance.

“Thanks Alex.” Alex just smiled as he pulled up at Michael apartment. “So, the two of you didn’t want to get something to eat, right?” He actually laughed when both Michael and Maria quickly baled out of his car with a resounding no.

Michael could feel Maria pushing up against his back as he opened his door. Turning on the lights and pulling Maria in behind him, Michael headed for the phone to call in a pizza order.

“Maria, you want your usual?” Maria took off her shoes at the door, and wandered around the apartment lighting candles.

“Double the mushroom.”

“Okay.” Michael turned to order their food while Maria started clearing space on the coffee table for the pizza, and then wandered over to look for music. Michael hung up the phone and turned to watch Maria. She looked so beautiful tonight, a literal goddess. Moving to sit on the sofa, he waited for her to come join him.

“How long till the pizza arrives?”

“About half an hour, or so. What do you want to do while we wait?” Michael asked with a sort of smirk. “I know how we can pass the time.”

“Yeah, I’ve seen that trick before.” Maria moved to sit right next to him running her hand up his shirt and untied his tie and unbuttoned the first few buttons of the shirt. “You looked real nice tonight, actually better than nice. You didn’t just happen to have this on hand did you?”

“No. I picked it up a few days ago, before Juanita declared me a lost cause.” Michael eyes narrowed. “So you were going to tell me how you really learned about Juanita?”

Maria just shrugged. “So what made you decide to come to the Prom?”

Michael looked at Maria suspiciously. It was obvious that she was avoiding the question. “You said you followed me to my “love pod.” But, what made you think that there was a reason to follow me?” Michael watched a slight blush move over Maria’s face.

“Michael, do we need to talk about this?”

“If you tell me, I will tell you.” Maria sighed.

“It was your being busy after I made the comment about finding someone else to take me to the Prom. Suddenly you were busy, and I thought that you decided to date someone else. So I, um, well I sort of investigated, because I had to know.”

“You spied on me? How?” Michael thought about it for a second his eyes narrowing and Maria was ignoring his eyes. “If I thought you were tripping out me with another guy, I would probably start by searching your room and locker, and then I would follow you with any information I found.”

The sudden increase in redness on Maria’s cheeks clued Michael to the fact that he was on the right track. She did a breaking and entering of his apartment. It was hard to resist smiling. That’s his girl; he taught her everything she knew about B&E. Maria tried once again to change the subject away from her.

“So you didn’t tell me why you came to the Prom.”

“Well I was worried that you were going to go with someone else, because I wouldn’t take you. If Juanita could have taught me to dance I was going to take you, but that was a bust. But when you showed up to the pre-party stag, I knew you weren’t going to be very happy all alone.”

“So you went and changed and came to find me at the dance?” Maria picked at his shirt lapels and smoothed her hands up his chest appreciating the color black on him.

“Yeah, I guessed you would be miserable either way with me stepping all over you or alone. I just didn’t want you to be alone.” Maria stopped looking at his body for a second to look up at him when he said that.

Maria had to smile, as if she cared whether he could dance or not. “I am glad you came. I didn’t care about the actually dancing. I just wanted to be with you.”

“Maria, why didn’t you get another date? I can’t imagine that you couldn’t find someone to take you. You’re beautiful.” Maria moved in and wrapped her arm around his neck leaning in close to him.

“Well, I know I said that I should consider it, but truthfully?” Maria moved in and kissed him gently. “There was only one person I wanted to take me to the Prom and he refused. Why settle for someone I didn’t want just because the one I wanted was unavailable? I would rather be alone.”

Michael was shocked. No one that he could ever remember had ever placed him first or as the most important person. Maria refused to settle for less, and it was a strange concept to realize that she saw him as more. “Most days I don’t think I deserve you,” he whispered on her lips.

“And days like today? I wonder if I deserve you either.” Michael kissed Maria, touching his mouth to her gently, slowly savoring the fullness and shape of her lips, and as her mouth opened the touch of her tongue started an ache deep inside. But before he could deepen the kiss, the pizza arrived.

Maria sat eating her half of the pizza paying careful attention to Michael and his generous spreading of Tabasco sauce on his side of the pizza. Last time he not only covered his side, but a good portion of hers, and she got a shocking surprise in one large bite of mushroom and black olive pizza. I just didn’t make any sense. He ordered Canadian bacon, pineapple and hot peppers on his half and then he coated it in Tabasco. It just seemed like over kill.

“So, I didn’t think you danced that bad.” Michael snorted and contemplated how many slices of Maria’s half he was going to be able to talk her out of. Last time “accidentally” hitting a few with pepper sauce made them his, but this time she was paying too close attention.

“Tell that to your feet, Maria. It seems like I bob when everyone else is weaving. I am totally out of sync.”

“That’s not true. I know you have some sense of rhythm. You like music too much. I think it is that you are just too self conscious of other people and trying to do it right.” Maria put down her half eaten slice of pizza and went to change the music to a song that was slower with a deeper tempo and beat. Pulling Michael up she told him to lose the shoes. His tie was already gone so Maria unbuttoned his black formal wear shirt. Under he was wearing a black sleeveless tee.

Michael was grounded to the floor as Maria reached behind her and unzipped her dress. His eyes followed the dress as it slid to the ground catching all the places in between. But mysteriously his eyes never made it to the ground since once the dress cleared Maria’s breast he realized that she wasn’t wearing a bra. He couldn’t take his eyes off of her beautiful body and didn’t really register that she was pulling his black shirt from his body leaving him barefoot, in black formal trousers and a black tee. Michael watched as Maria put his black shirt on and buttoned up a few buttons.

“There now I won’t trip on my dress and neither will you.” Maria smiled and held out her arms. “Come here. I will teach you how to dance.” Michael willingly gathered her up in his arms and reaching down whispered in her ear. “I thought you already tried to do that.”

“I did. But this will be better, because we control the music. And,” she said with a smile. “You can follow my movement better now then with a room filled with people watching.

Maria moved in real close and wrapped her right arm around his neck. Michael was so tall even without his shoes on that he had to lean down a little for her. And with her other hand she let it rest on his chest. “Put your hands on my hips and pull me in as close as you can.” Michael did. “The thing you have to remember about dancing and music is to feel the beat in your head, heart, blood and soul. It is a rhythm that takes control like when you listen to your favorite artist. You feel the beat of their music, the melody, and that is what attracts you to it. So dancing is that. It is tuning into that beat and allowing it to sway you, move you.”

“I tried that Maria. Really I did. But is like the rhythm I hear and respond to is different from what other people hear and dance to.”

“No, no it is not. The difference is that you are only use to doing it alone, by yourself. You never had to try to coordinate the rhythm to a partner. And so what you need to do is to refocus the music from your own ear, to the combined ear of you and a partner.”

“Okay, how?”

“It’s like kissing. You figured that out immediately. Dancing is like kissing. It’s a movement between individuals that accommodate. I move my tongue into your mouth,” Maria leaned in and demonstrated in a kiss with lots of tongue. “And you make room. You bite my lip and I suck yours into my mouth. But it is a combination of actions and counteractions that move in tandem.”

“I don’t know….” Michael pulled her even closer. “Maybe you should demonstrate again. I can be slow at times.”

“There is no grading, no failure. Look we have already been dancing.” Michael looked down and sure enough where Maria was resting against his body, with his hands on her hips they had slowly been moving. As her hip moved into his he stepped back to balance the added pressure, and then moved his other hip to accommodate the shift. “Now if you add kissing to it, it gets better.”

Michael felt his heart stutter in his chest when she added her lips to his. He could feel the moving rhythm, but he became so caught up in the kiss that he forgot to open his eyes and watch his feet. He just followed the movements of Maria’s body as if it were second nature. Suddenly it hit him that dancing was more than likely just like sex.

“Sex.”

“What?”

“It's like sex. Dancing is like sex.” Maria smiled into his chest. It looked like she might find herself dancing with Michael a lot in the future. Since he thought sex was great with what little they had experimented with, then dancing suddenly had a lot to recommend it.

“Yeah, it does. Like when you kiss me here,” Maria opened Michael’s shirt and directed him to her breast closing her eyes as his mouth quickly found her nipple. He was getting really, really good at that. “And my hands naturally go up your back applying a little bite from my nails,” Michael groaned in his throat at the small prick of her nails on his back. “I can’t help but move harder into you, feeling a need to rub up against you.”

The kiss became so much more as he moved up her throat and stopped on that special point that he liked to suck, where he could feel her moan vibrate. Moving behind her right ear he found that special hollow that was so sensitive, and then moved down the corded muscles of her neck to finally find her mouth again. All the while he noticed what she was talking about. She was right. For every move his body, mouth or hands made, she made a counter move. And together they were slowly finding their way to the floor in front of the sofa, with her removing his tee and opening his pants, and him completely opening up his shirt and removing her panties.

She looked so beautiful, smelled absolutely great, and the sound of her was driving him to distraction. The sound coming from her throat had its own special rhythm that seemed to speak to his body. But it was the feel that fascinated. Her skin was like raw silk. The length of her legs seemed endless and he pulled one up to his waist as his mouth explored the taste of the skin between her breasts. It was her fingers pushing firmly on his stomach slowly following the line of hair downward until she gathered him in her hand and held him tight. God he loved it when she touched him like that. He followed the path downward as she did until his mouth found his own fingers already deep in her, stroking. Taste, that was the sensation he was missing, and without a thought he took care of that by adding his mouth to his fingers.

“Oh god.” Maria’s silky thigh moved against him and her one hand pushed him harder into her as she lifted herself upward to give his more of her. “Michael.”

Michael could barely hear anything. He was so caught up in the rhythm they created between them, their own special dance. It was the tightening of her hand on him that made him look down to where one hand was gripping him. He watched almost fascinated as her thumb ran over the head collecting some of his wetness. And then in an almost endless slow motion he watched her raise her hand to lick him from her fingers.

“Damn.” With a deep groan, Michael pushed Maria back flat on the floor and went back to tasting her all over. Her soft laughter quickly turned to moaning. He ignored her until later. He was really, really busy trying to get this dancing stuff right.


“Michael?” Maria pushed on his heavy body that was sprawled across her boneless and resting. “Michael.”

“Hmm?”

“This floor is getting really hard.” Michael raised his head to look at her and slowly sat up. He pulled her up with him burying his face in her neck to kiss her. “I say next time we put you on bottom.”

“Next time?” Michael’s eyebrow went upward. “What time is it?”

Maria looked over his shoulder at a clock. “Just after three.”

Michael smiled devilishly. “Good we have plenty of time.” He started to push Maria back down on the floor, but she quickly scooted out from under him and pushed him down instead.

“No way, it’s your turn to be on bottom.” Keeping her hands on his shoulder and watching him through half closed eyes she moved her mouth to his nipple, first touching it gently with her tongue and then sucking it hard into her mouth. Michael just laid back and watched her until she sucked harder and bit him, then his hand found her head and he closed his eyes and enjoyed the sensation as his body arched into her mouth. God she had to have the most beautiful mouth ever devised.

They didn’t finally leave his apartment to get her home until just after four-thirty. He liked the gentle quiet night, the soft breeze, and the feel of Maria tight at his side under his arm. She seemed so small with her walking barefooted and him carrying her shoes. When they got to her house, he was reluctant to let her go.

“You want me to come in and check the house? Do you think your mom is home?”

“I’ll be fine. Spaceboy.” She used that special tone that she seemed to save for him.

“Okay, but meet me at your window so I can be sure.”

“Okay.” She kissed him passionately and deeply before going in. Michael watched her close and lock the door before he went around the back to Maria’s window. She opened the window without turning on any lights. Michael smiled when she leaned out the window.

“Everything okay?”

“Yeah, fine. Michael?” He watched her eyes darken and a gentle smile come across her face. “Thank you for tonight, for coming for me at the Prom.” Michael reached up to grip the window ledge and pulled himself up to kiss her one last time before leaving. It never ceased to amaze him that Maria seemed to value the small gestures, the little presents, more than anything. Maria pushed her fingers in his hair and the kiss seemed to last forever. Michael pulled away once, but quickly went back to kiss her again.

Maria moaned softly. “I can still taste you in my mouth.”

Michael swore quietly and lifted himself even more to reach her even better for yet another kiss. Neither seemed to want the night to end, but finally Michael’s arms were getting tired of supporting him, so with one last long kiss, he finally dropped back down to the ground.

“Goodnight, Rapunzel.”

Maria laughed as she started to close the window and whispered back. “Goodnight, Prince Charming.” She watched him for a second, and then humming softly went to her vanity table to turn on the light. Looking in the mirror she was startled at the happy smiling reflection. It was such a change from the heartbroken one from earlier in the evening. Grabbing a favorite color ink pen she took the memory card from the Prom out of her bag and made a few corrections and filled in the blank spots. It wasn't like she was going to ever forget this night either way.

With a smirk Michael walked away and headed for the school to pick up his bike. He never noticed that he was actually whistling a happy tune, or the two adults lying together in the hammock in the backyard of the DeLuca house. Amy turned and looked at Jim in horror. When exactly did her daughter grow up enough to have a very real boyfriend? The shock of seeing them together without them even knowing anyone was watching hit her hard. They didn’t act like young teenagers caught up in their first crush, but rather young adults maturing towards a future together. It wasn’t just the kisses. It was the other small things they probably didn't even realize they did. The movement of her fingers in his hair smoothing it over his collar, the way she gently stroked his cheek while kissing him, or the way the both of them paused to rest their heads together with eyes closed, and the way Michael reached up a hand to gently cup her cheek rubbing his thumb over her cheekbone as she turned her head and kissed his palm. She could have sworn it was only yesterday that Maria was only seven wanting to wash her hair in Barbie shampoo and thought boys were smelly like dogs. Where did time go? And how the heck did we get from that point in time to here so fast?

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